I’m actively seeking right now and it’s unnatural as all hell. I’d much rather coexist in the same sphere as other people, preferably online, and have sporadic interaction until a connection naturally develops. I’ve tried local dating apps and even been on a few dates and it all seems so forced. I can’t tell from meeting a stranger whether I ever might be into them once we’d grown familiar, months down the line. And I sure don’t want to make out with someone unless I’ve had time to fall for their personality.