Source: Change and Uncertainty
The title explains two things I am not good at dealing with. For example, I just found out that something at work will be changing and I’m freaking out a little bit–imagining that I will be out of a job soon, without even unemployment to fall back on.
Another example: my therapist has been out of the office a lot lately, due to illness. It’s difficult enough for me to be without him on the weekends, but not knowing when he’ll come back from an absence really makes me anxious.
I felt so uncomfortable and anxious that I considered checking myself in to the hospital the other day. I asked my friend if I could stay overnight at her house instead, and that’s what I did. I didn’t exactly need the hospital, but I needed to be around someone else.
There’s not much else to report right now, other than I wish things were more routine and predictable. I’m feeling slightly under the weather, but wanted to update my blog with a little something.